Mr.Emotional Atyachar

**  ~ This is how I see things ~ **

Hey Mister you were rarely real to me. I remember the days where I used to feel like watching a theater drama whenever I see you. This guy’s typical body language conveys both lecherous and orthodox attitude. Spend a while with him you will experience hospitality and friendly behavior besides that you may even feel unnecessary emotional exchanges. 

Having said that, I really don’t know whether it is good or bad for him, for me it is definitely not as I feel emotion is very valuable thing which we shouldn’t use unnecessarily, If you agree with me mister then better stop being what you are..!

Unnecessary emotions reflect artificiality and disability to analyze the situation; this definition is bit closer to this guy. His actions, speech, body language and in fact very sight of him evidently shows he is being over conscious about surroundings rather than being himself. I used to have all these notions or opinions about him.

But when I later got opportunity to be with him and know about his ideas, my perception about him changed slightly I mean intensity was lessened but qualities are still present with tinge of over sensitivity and unnecessary possessions.

No wonder he is member of Arts Club with his capability of creating excellent portraits and arts and the emotion I mentioned, as I was saying he is a very good artist, really commendable. Going more towards positive side if him I can’t ignore his recent act of unleashing a thinker, philosopher and also sort of writer in him. He has been reacting to every situation, thinking about and trying to put entire scenario into single context further leading to quote or premise. You might be receiving SMS from him saying “from my collection”. That is a really good hobby or interest. I personally am inclined to this act since my late intermediate life.

[I want to write some more]

Huh.! I can’t think of anything else than his emotional atyachar. Let me get this straight,  futile emotions are really futile they reflect your vulnerability and definitely wouldn’t make you unique especially when you are trying to be one..!

On the flip side of coin, not being emotional enables you to look at things with lot of courage and through vantage point.

Carry emotions but don’t get carried away by them [ from a collection of mine :P ]

Cheers buddy,

ﮌ ą ﭑ

Girl - Friend !?

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This post is to just surprise myself, this is purely selfish. The person I selected wasn’t in my list even a min before. But I’m glad for being weird all of a sudden.
Hey girl don't be shocked to see this..!!

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Before I actually speak about this person I want you to acknowledge the fact called “transition” that took place in me in last 4 years. I’m happy for this huge transition. Way back in my 1^st year I could not even dream about “me being able to write a blog” I was illiterate in many ways but was educated in some, among them “Learn to Learn” is my favorite educational policy.

So, I was ready to learn. But who is going to teach me? And here I present you the answer…! Undoubtedly she was the first one in my btech to teach me urban lifestyle about which I really had no clue.  Though the teaching was neither intentional nor planned, it was needed for me.  She even claimed she learned a lot from me. I would be happy if she really did, because that is something I could give in return for what she gave me.

So, in that fashion everything was happening quite fantastically between us, and no wonder we soon became friends by end of 2-1. This girl shares a lot with me and so do I. She has been part of my daily life, talking to her was always fun and informative, and moreover it was thrilling to have conversations with a girl, trust me I was thrilled. “Appearances’ deceive” she is one of the examples for that statement, looks like a nerd but has a lot of thought towards certain things at the same time has lack of emotional balance and ego.

Ohh yeah.! that will be only thing I hate in her, she is capable of conflicting from nowhere. But I was equally responsible for them, because I was not the same guy then, I used to feel shy and embarrassed to be with a girl in college, to be frank I was afraid, but she wasn’t, because, she was clear about her intentions but my attitude was like “What people might think”. Fuck man that sucks… doesn’t it.

 After surviving few routine conflicts she became very good friend of mine and I got better and matured when it comes to behaving with girls, further it didn’t take much time for me to say she is one of the best friends in my life. I mean it, No exaggeration, No women reservation.

Apparently we started spending lot of time together, roam around, etcetera…! And of course rumors started, so did misconception called Girl-Friend, I obviously don’t know when it started and by whom, But if some X guy was in my place with a girl, I would have started the same thing.  Just for the record I didn’t spare any ;). So, I’m not against those rumors as the name itself suggests “rumors”. But many took it for granted; surprisingly some went bit forward and asked questions like “Are you serious about her?” etc..! I was like “Damn man, I’m serious for your question”.

In course of learning many things I realized my idea of life is different from this routine love, marriage etc. which are not in my list anymore. I believe they just kill your individuality. So we both don’t have those intentions. I don’t know if this comes as shock to many of you, but definitely not to both of us..! What say girl..?!!

Totally she is one of the important persons in my life, without whom I could have been completely different person, but being happy for what I’m now, I thank her for what she has been to me…! You are a great support, good friend, humorous, entertaining and equally irritating.

I think this makes a good birthday gift..!! Doesn’t it? ;)

Happy birthday dear..! Still long way to go, lot more to learn…! 

Keep searching..! Keep going.

ﮌ ą ﭑ

P.S. 

All the issues and doubts are happily encouraged…! I know this post is bit sweeter than it should be, but can’t be rude in giving a gift after all she is my best friend..! So chill..! And get ready to comment. I know you will..!!

Man with million expressions..!

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This is not about the person who won the "poll"..! ;) 

I am writing this post with lot of vacillation, yet I’m going to write it frankly. I expect everyone to understand structure of my posts. I hope some of you already did. Structure: My initial opinion, How it changed later, and what I think about him/her right now..!

So don’t just hang around the negative opinions I express. Feel free to take everything

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The guy..! famous for his facial expressions, irrespective of their necessity. Guy who is over convincing, very enthusiastic and friendly, who must have spoken to at least 97% of people in class which generally is not the case with everyone, and with 85 % of them he has a good friendly relationship, but I wouldn’t go so far to call it affectionate but it sure is political. Yeah he is quite a politician in nature, like an out and out Andhra politician types when it comes to maintaining relation with people. 

I personally believe it is very essential but at the same time you shouldn’t plan, I mean it shouldn't be so obvious instead it should appear as your nature of sociability, and I feel this is where he lacked principles and selfishness to manufacture him with, rather he more concentrated on decorating him without actually making the product.

But eventually I realized that he is not being artificial or intentionally sociable but it is his original nature, which he unknowingly developed over a period of time. If you ask "is it good or bad?" Well it depends on what you need in your life. But irony is I became his friend, admirer, acquaintance etc., because of the nature of his I just mentioned, I'm glad for what he is and what he gave to me.

I entered in his league or say he came into my life in second half of my engineering and surprisingly I spent 3/4^th of it with this guy. He is the guy whom you could never resist to be with. At least we have many common interests and passions like cinema. He is plebeian of our class, well only after me ;). We then got to know each other and started sharing many feelings, have been discussing ideologies, shared huge knowledge, and built platforms for our conversations to happen happily. 

Right now he is one among the top list with whom I would share any immediate happenings of my life. Cliché is, he just understands me so well…! After all he watches hell lot of movies (English) :P ;) .

Apart from those, he is kind of orthodox and conventional; I would even dare to say he is timid. I have kind of hatred towards people who are conventionally timid but he is so exceptional at some other aspects which widely intrigues me and makes me forget about his lame approach towards some facets. I feel he does lack logic in certain things related to religion and familial principles which he blindly follows..! Hey it is just my perception [ damn i used this word like 100 times already ]…!

Having said all these I precisely want to make one statement

“If I’m sure of having a cup of tea with a friend from my graduation even after 30 years…! aaah it will be you buddy..!!”

But I expect to be in some where Africa or Australia doing some adventures in sets

preferably I saying "Action" you doing chases [ Indiana jones types ;) ]...! 

Fuck man..! I can't wait..! 

cheers to our movie

ﮌ ą ﭑ

"Ms.Lite" are you staring at me?

As post name suggest, this is the one question many of the boys would like to ask this girl, and without any surprise I am one among them. To say an approximate figure it would be 10 times a day and 250 working days per year makes 10,000 times she looked at boys in total engineering. That was both weird and little awkward to take that stare. Having said that, I feel insulted for having that kind of perception towards this girl.

Once we (all boys of our class) were returning in train from NIT Warangal. For time pass we had discussion about "Which girl do you like most? And which one do you dislike most?" - Apparently my answer to the girl I dislike was "Ms.Lite" [I can't believe how I forgot the annoying character then], If some boy remembers my answer, bells might have rung in his head already.

For a period between 2-2 & 3-1 my main problem was to find "what is the problem of this girl?”. “What’s wrong with her?” What is she? Why is she like this that etcetera…! And she always came by surprise to me. Because in my early life of Btech I used to have different definition of “How a girl should be and behave with boys". She was always miles away from that definition and life time away from my expectations. In total I thought she was nothing of a girl.

But now, my perception about her is not the same. Why? Who changed? Is it she or me? - I'm not sure about her but I sure did. I'm glad that I came out of that orthodox way of looking at girls, I’m glad I have all positive opinions hooked on this girl. I always felt this Ms.Lite is over expressive, fake etc. But eventually she proved me wrong…! She being intrigued about boys is just gesture of she not possessing gender discriminative thoughts, That shows she don’t have any hidden feelings even she does she is bold enough to keep them aside and behave.

So, girls learn from her, though there are few who posses similar attitude, I suggest even others to behave matured and open.

I loved the gift I gave to her on B’day [Anna wifuu jananam] :P :P

Anyway thanks for proving me wrong, keep your coolness all through your life, It might not take you to higher levels but gives you pleasure at any level you are in.

Farewell buddy 

ﮌ ą ﭑ

P.S : Not all posts contain ridicule and fun, It depends on particular person I am gonna speak about, If you are looking for fun alone I might disappoint you, I think this post proves that the statements I make are not intentionally inclined to fun.