Miss. v'll Miss You

Since then college has finished there was an apparent reduction in pace of posts in this blog..! and that is because of lack of motivation which I rather used to have when u were all around I easily could dwell back into all old memories.. but now its getting kinda tougher..! Still to write a post, few occasions are encouraging... Now - an 'about to happen' event is driving force here...

We feel strange only when we fail to foresee the ease & comfort hidden in it for us - Swami Jai ananda

Ya I was talking about people and especially about a girl..!

I still remember the very first time this girl spoke to me [ I doubt if she really does.. :P ], That was after an english lab in 1st year where I played role of Nathuram Godse. This girl was one among very few who appreciated my presentation and congragulated. You know what I was then [ just don't wanna start it all over again ] That applause was very strange, which got me in total surprise and left the traces of emotional strength and pride.

After that..? I don't even remember when second time was.. I never thought about her later and didn't even felt her in class... But I have to admit here.. I started noticing her in 3-2 or 4-1 not sure but some time in between.. when she took paradigm shift in her glamour and appearance with gorgeous attires.. I am not exaggerating because I am not alone here.. many boys felt the same despite the fact whether they would express or not..! She used topic of table very often..

That was when I actually started talking to her in college and in facebook. [ Oh ya she is very famous in facebook.. :P ] But talking to her out of attraction or say self forced interest was for a very short span.. because the way she reciprocates makes you feel that you know her since ages..!

I would like to say "Beauty is not the destiny it was just a medium" between me and her..!

It became complete different scenario with her very soon that is because of the way she reacted to my actions on facebook and in chats.. was very friendly.. She is good natured, well cultured and pure in her words... I don't say I had great time with her because it was very short in real world compared to its counterpart –the virtual .. But those few moments are worth cherishing.. How many has the fortune of spending time with their crush without any interest of further serious relationship :P..??  But I did.

May be that was the beauty of whole thing.. as I was not looking forward for anything.. I don't have to be cautious about my actions and words I can just be myself.. so does she... May be that is what happens in friendship....!

Huh Now that we arrived at a position where she is moving farther in real world.. but facebook is the place for us buddy...!

Will sure miss ya..

Cheers

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